I've decided that I'm going to go through my gallery and start deleting or sending to scraps some of my older work that I think is not so good anymore,or some of the stuff that I posted just because I had nothing else to post and wasn't very high quality.

Its one of those things that as I change so does my work, and the stuff I thought was amazing at the time of creation looks terrible to me now. Plus it feels like I have way to much stuff filling my gallery. So here goes the start of a very delayed spring (fall?) cleaning.

I must say, with work done, and a week before I have to go to school again, Ive been thinking about new comic plot. Lina and Art would be apart of this, but there would also be a cast of about ten other anthropomorphic characters. There's no guarantee that this will go anywhere other than character design sketches. It feels good to finally be able to think clearly and have ideas again, unlike the rest of the summer where work related exhaustion prevented me from doing anything. So heres a HUZZAH! for my brain finally waking up

So, Ive been a little frustrated that I haven't been able to do much of anything let alone draw due to work. What happens is that I spend 8 hours a day standing and lifting 20-40 lbs. boxes (8 hours of weight lifting), needless to say when I get home I'm exhausted and I either flop onto the couch or into the chair in front of my computer. Again I have to say this is frustrating because I had a huge art quilt project planed out for this summer, but Ive been unable to work on it due to lack of motivation again due to exhaustion. About the only thing Ive been working on is helping my boyfriend make his costume for Anime Iowa, and I think the only reason that's getting done is that I have an actual set time limit, and well I kinda like him too Well that's it for my little rant, just because I'm desperate for something to post I may gather up a the little sketches Ive made while at work.

So, Im kicking myself for not doing this earlier, but Im studying for finals, and I am nowhere near ready (albeit I never am). Im working my way through ancient art at the moment (since it's my first final), and well, the final is based on the last two chapters (which I neglected to read), and the class is usually very uninteresting, so I end up doodling in my notebook (the ratio of doodles to notes is frightening). Im more prepared for my second final, Art of the Islamic world, mostly because I found the subject interesting. So heres my question, does anybody have a time machine they can loan me so I can either hop forward in time to after the finals are done, or so I can go back in time and kick my lazy butt into action?

So, it's about two weeks until the semesters over and summer break starts (which really isn't too much of a break because I work all summer in a trying warehouse job). Right about now is when my motivation and focus need to be at their highest, and well, I can easily say that my brain has disappeared from this earth, it might not even be in the Solar System anymore. This is kinda bad, I may only have two finals, but I need all of my concentration to study for them, along with the various projects that need to be finished by the end of this semester. The computer dosnt help me much either, there are so many distractions (like this), that keep me from doing what I need to do, and I am definitely a chronic procrastinator. And now I'm having trouble remembering what Ive written so far, and am to lazy to read what I wrote... so maybe I'll end this. So to sum up, end of semester, brain gone, no motivation, procrastinator, ADD like stuff, and so on.